Sunday, June 1, 2014

The Result Of falling In love and Losing My Practice


Our freaky people have been saying these things forever, and now the world is gaining on us fast


The Result Of falling In love and Losing My Practice


I have been calm, cool, and collected for decades. The way I look at life is so ambiguous that, bound only by the six vows that underlay all my equations, nothing much surprises me really, and I can't remember feeling confusion since I joyfully took those vows a quarter of a century ago. No shit. I guess I reached the end of feeling celibate, and by extension the idea of my vow of poverty is completely untenable 'cause Cindarella is going to need a lot of dough to make me into a money making kind of artist.


Fortunately I have been stockpiling all sorts of artwork in my monastic period, A dozen books, maybe 70 or a hundred paintings and other created art objects completed or in progress. I have scads of poetry, half a dozen blogs in play, and 128 videos up on my 02powergirl YouTube channel linked also on every header above.


Of course I read a lot too, presently Wittgenstein's philosophy for pleasure, Kipling's Kim for nostagia and joy; Neruda's Macchu Pichu for fun in language. The magical guitar is back together and sounds great, no buzz at all cranked all the way up. I have a freakin' ton of material documenting this project and it just rolls as a happy spell, and it ties all of my life in a common thread. Even my 'Nigerian' Facebook Bride is a talented church organist, and outside church a singer and dancer! I've been a visual artist till now, but feel music coming on me every time I lay my eyes on Cindarella Cole!



Here linked below is a sample chapter from my first, upcoming eBook on Amazon.com. I finished formatting and linking the contents for Kindle readers, and intend to get it published on line very soon. I hope you read and comment please. And buy it; and more of my upcoming work because I have devistated my finances, working 3+ months with no income, and flying me bride across the ocean to me from Africa. Here is the catalog/cover image for my first upcoming E-book: 

This is the contents links for this book of recapitulation of peaceful co-existence. Each heading name a concise statement of a specific human life aspect. It is my pre towers work, as an attempt to hold forward a body of inoffensive, agreeable propositions that we all may share in common. I hope at least, no honest person will object to very many of them. I am glad in revisiting this work to find that it holds, perhaps even more true now after the events in this Century thus far than; maybe more even than it did in the time I created it.


Table of Contents

Chapter 1
To Do Whatever I Want, Whenever I Want To

Education
What We All Want
Condensed Truth
Nature of Truth
Begin with an Interest
Self-Taught
Gratification
Cartoon People
Deportment
Who Am I?
What to Want
Things Even Out
State of Confusion
Hygiene
Brush Teeth and Clothing
He’s A Hippie
Free Choice
Ethics
Personal Laws
The Value of 0
Religion
Earth is Church
Reconcile With the Unknown
Self-Realization
Beliefs and Experience
Use it or Lose it
Understanding
Practice
Anything You Want
Yearning of the Heart
Fire of the Spirit
Purity of the Soul
Drugs
Medicine for Healing
Healing the Spirit
Legal Healing
Prescription Drugs
Caffeine
The Lottery
Tobacco
Alcohol
The Entertainment Industry
Art
Pornography
Criminal Healing
The Mighty Weed
Cocaine and Heroin
Hallucinogens
Street Drugs
Gambling
Prostitution
Intellectual Piracy
You Can Too
Vendors Beware
Ethical Uses of Intellectual Property
Sexual Predation
Dependable Reproduction
Penetrating Reality
Life Altering Consequences
Unhappy Alternatives
Depravity
Of the Moral Shortcomings of Others
Nature of Depravity
What are We Saying?
The Worst Characters
Love Your Enemy
Crime
Relieve Suffering
Criminal Suffering
Buddhists in Prison
War
They Can’t Think Why Not
Nothing to Fight About
Money
Founding Fathers
Politics
Proper Terminology
Who Should Serve
The Only Solution
Sexual Perversion
They All Do It
We Think as We Speak
Mind Yer Beeswax
Bigotry
Immigration
In Demand
Welcome Revenues
The Payoff
Our Mask
Mental Formations
Cut Yourself Some Slack
Degrees of Compassion
You’re One Too
What about Me
What about You
I Have a Dream
Chapter 2
To Be Present in
Every Moment
Breathing
Present Moment, Wonderful Moment
Now or Never
Lazy Distraction
Preoccupation
Emotional Variables
Breathe Deeply
Optimal Distraction
Don’t Give Up
Personality Development
Paramount Distraction
Gender-Neutral
Happy Ever After
Have Your Way
Hoodwink Effect
Get a Haircut
Emotional Peace Range
The Nature of Housework
What’s Inequitable?
Superior Satisfaction
Personality’s Breath
Compassion
Valuable Transmission
On Inbred Morons
Don’t Give Up
 Development or Medication?
Guaranteed
Suffering Alcoholic
Melt Your Pain
Thoreau Explained This
Present Tyranny
Compounded Injustice
Mob Protection
The Root of Oppression
Concentrated Appropriate Behavior
Defendant Co-Arising
Practicing Meditation
Same Ol’ Suffering
Personality Inter-Connected to Nature
Hosannas Amen
Mental Clutter
Community
Production and Consumption
On Child Molesters
How to Fix ‘em
More Fear
Free the Workers
Can’t Do What?
Good Neighbors
Be Nice
Sweet Charity
 Chapter 3
To Consider all Aspects of Objects,
of People, of Events and of Situations
 Art-obography
Introduction to an Evolution
A Future in the Market
First Attempt
Art Rules
Learning Learning
Intellectual Advancement
Lazy Boy to Lazy Man
Love Reading
Squeaky Wheel
My Favorite Teacher
Dazed and Confused
High School Confusion
Easy Money
Tremendous Accomplishment
Aarrgh Matey
Anticipating Accomplishment
A Cherished Memory
An Elegant Pen & Ink
I’m to Blame
No Right or Wrong
Kharma
Fateful Show
Grasp Clear Vision
 Fateful Decision
The Cartoon Museum
You Gotta get it Somewhere
Understanding Modern Art
Artist/Shaman
History of Painting
Alter Reality
Art Movements
Get Sophisticated
Artistic Perception
No Kinda Decorator
The Eagle Shits on Friday
Political Abuse
Intellectual Foil
The Invisible Man
Practical Instruction at Last
The Ballad of Comic Book Juan
Key to the Highway
Too Radical?
Unhappy Reality
Questionable Influence
Changing Horses
Comic Book Conventions
A Struggle
Relax
Fern
Sweet Love
Psychology of Beauty
Gretchen
Tanya & Gloria
Temporarily Homeless
Initial Patronage
Tribal Hut
Wise Friends
Welch Street Gallery
Teaching Children
Dreamlike Mania
Manic Depression
Inappropriate Lecture
Stupid or Crazy?
A Bitter Pill
Initial Incarceration
Turned Out
Fun with Language
I Lost My Spirit
Roadside Gallery
Folk Art
Subsistence Resolution
Nick
Summer of a Lifetime
Galveston
Spirit Totems
Practical Aspiration
Misbehavior
Un-Psychic
Really Hammered
Busted
Yoko Eased My Pain
No Easy Lay
A Monk
Naked and Free
Walks on Shells
Girl Power
Childhood Heroes
Women Suffer
Self Improvement
Connecting Artists
A Sinking Ship
Opportunity for Intelligence
The Law
Eat the Rich
Propaganda
Unalienable Rights
The Constitution
Baffling System
Trust Your Practice
Medicine
At Home in Our Bodies
Of Orgasms
Orgasm’s Power
Mental Orgasms
Medical Learning
Aches and Pains
Universal Insurance
Health’s Lottery
Health and Religion
Genetics
Mental Disorders
Anthropology
Ascending Triangle
Future Help
Events
Happy Birthday
Scale Waco
Pay Up Or Else
Unlawful Legal Confiscation
Situations
A Precarious Situation
Two Vulgar Words
Situational Awareness
Chain of Situations
Essential Attitude
Work Depression
Pays Off for All
Chapter 4
To Analyze and Juxtapose:
Art, Politics, Economics,
Education, Philosophy, and
Comic Books.
 Thinking
Mind Resembles Computer
Transcend Mindsets
Path of Development
Anyone May
Get High
I Know It
First Step
Challenging Assumptions
Daily Transformation
Bars to Progress
Ennui and Degradation
Separate from Exploitation
Develop Your Mind
Exploiting Small Opportunities
Seeking Unseen Solutions
Individual Vision
Mostly Crap
Economic Phenomenon
Inferior Assumption
Entertaining Comics
The Comics Code
Question Authority
Work made for Hire
Wise Faith
Don’t Give Up
Formula
Wild and Free
All Wet
Formulaic Expression
Art Formula
Gallery Formula
Generally Willing
Theory
Daily Lives
Structurally Sound?
Why Not Carpentry?
Alien Carpenters
It Ain’t Like the Old Days
Where Are All the Carpenters?
Immigrants Squeeze?
Old Timer Shortage
Honest Asset
Import Consumers
Festering Sickness
De Facto Slavery
Social Engineering
Eliminate Handouts
Safety Net
Distribute This Concept
Theory or Truth
Testing
Necessary for Progress
 Drug Tests
Are You Moral?
Three Good Things
Ordinary Survival
Why School Sucks
English Wild and Free
Education is Political
Worth While
Recording
Not Only English
Got Words?
Can’t Buy Me Love
What Do You Know?


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