final thoughts

A fine and fitting conclusion to the musical aspect on my expression of personality


Final Thoughts of Transition

Being the man I am I take a feeling of otal victory away from the Indiegogo Project that is totally failed by any standard another person would judge it by the results. I didn't make any money, but it didn't cost me any money. However I worked hard and produced a compelling narrative, interacted with a woman who helped me to change in just the manner I hoped to in setting out on the project; a turnaround of personal thought and perception that I very much doubted I could make.

However, the nature of the reality of this enigmatic Cindarella Cole is still very much unresolved. If you care a tiny bit you can read the chat transcript posted all along in this blog and judge if she can be a real person, or, as popular opinion holds, she is a scam artist trying to, I'm not sure what, because from the beginning I was clear that I would not send her any money until we meet face to face.

I am not convinced that this image above, and the others she has given me are actually the person I have been chatting with for the past month or so.  It doesn't really matter that much, although I confess I am attached to her beauty and she seems just who I want and need as a wife and companion. I freely admit to wanting this woman to be what she claims to be, but with all the change I have accomplished, I cannot feel emotionally invested in any woman I am not right next to at some point.

Next I will track down the truth of Cindarella Cole. Who is she? Where is she? Does she care for me as she said? At last to bring her io me if it is at all possible. If it is possible to accomplish these things with free internet tools and competent sleuthing it is my intention to do just that.

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